such an old fellow

My mom commented me as a old fellow.She says that i always suffer from legs pain,dizziness,headache and gastric.Is not what i want also what.About my leg is i born like that.Can not blame anyone also.The god special for me.I got to receive although i don't want it.It's a gift from god.Have to take it as a precious.Haha.Actually there's still have pain on my legs is my knee also one of the problem.Extraordinary knees.Still have to suffer.Till when it can heal then i think it would be hopeless.No more running for me.I dare not to bounce will walking.Last time my way of walking is a bit bounce.Its not because of that i my legs come out with problems.Last time my mom still commented me that my way of walking like a model walking with catwalk style on the stage.After operation,physiotherapy want me to walk like a robot.Hips cannot moved.Just only can straight.

boring week

This one whole week was totally boring.I spent most of my time on study.Doing revision and write my own note.Sometimes i wonder to ask for help that help me to write all those subjects notes for the ease for me to study.But i think that was useless.Is not i'm the one go through the studies but others people.Write it on my own is better.I know why my friend will tell me just go through the notes that tuition teacher gave is more than enough.But sometimes notes prepared by the tuition teacher is really short and ease for use to go through but maybe there is some extra information that teacher does not print on their note.For exams,most probably the question will comes out with some question about extra knowledge maybe not found in textbook but reference books.In that way i gain more.When some of my friend asked me how i spend my time in this holidays i always tell them "continuous revision".The only think that i can tell.But most of them will response me they "lazy to study".
Before the holiday started my parent tell me that they will be going to bring me for a movie,but now is nearly the end of the holiday i still haven't watch the movie yet.The movie they want to bring be to watch is a Singapore movies that newly show is about a bit of scary with the ghost story.But the end of the movie i think it just for people to laugh much than to scared people.I don't think i have the chance to watch the movie already.It time to back to school already.Fine it's not as important as my study which can bring me to further study and get a good job with high salary.When the time i achieve what i hope to be,i would have more time to watch all movies i interested to watch.

full of celebration week

This coming week full of celebration.Haha.I'm still thinking about how wonder able will it be.After my father birthday,saturday would be mid-autumn festival.My uncle from Raub,Pahang do invite my family to his house for celebrating the mid-autumn festival together but i had ignore at first because i think i couldn't make the time because to tuition class will be fully pack that day.Then i look back my timetable i saw it still can be arrange actually.When i tell my mother maybe we can go to uncle house but in the afternoon only we can go.I could only manage my tuition timetable to be like that.But my parent says that it's to late to say so.My uncle couldn't manage for us to live there for a night at the last minutes.Actually i suddenly want to go because i can borrow some reference books from my cousin brother without wasting any single sens.When i finished using that book i still can return it to my cousin brother.Since my parent says is to late then it's fine.Those books that i want to borrow from my cousin is not very important.It just some A-level about science subject books like biology and physics only.I dare not to borrow the chemistry because it's really higher level than what i'm study in SPM.A lot of graph and some structure like talking about the energy of electrons.Those structure kill me.Quite hard to understand and it's confusing.Unlike the biology and physics.Both these subjects is likely the same things that what i'm study now.The only thing is it will be more details on some part of their explanation especially biology.

headache

Don't know what present to get for my father birthday!Some more his birthday falls on this coming thursday!No time to celebrate!Still got to go school and got a lot of work to do!Really headache already!How?Don't know where to get a present!What to do?If do not give any present like no surprise already!Any suggestion please!I need it as fast as possible!Or not my head going to crack of the reason think until the brain explode.

i'm the only one

That day i had tell that my additional mathematics exams question had leak.In my class out of 41 student there is 9 student same gender with me.All the 9 student which was same gender with me they had look through the question paper.There are some of them ask 1 people who different gender with us to take the answer back home to solve and write it in a paper.When exams going on,some of them which same gender with me hide that answer paper under the test pad and even has one of them copy all those answer on the table for the ease to copy during exams.Before the exams,there is 4 person include me does not look through the leak question paper.The few minutes before the exams another 3 of them look through already.Left i'm the only 1 does not look through the question paper and also the answer.Nearly half of my classmate cheat on the exams.There are 4 counsellor in my class include me but 3 of them had look through the exams question.I wondering that don't they feel guilty of doing that?And are they still can be qualified as a counsellor?This was my question.
I think i will feel proud of myself that i do the question by my own.I think i'm still the winner although my marks might be lower than them.I does not let anyone include the god feel disappointed on me and also let anyone down.I'm honest to myself.

there's all lot of things i have to update

Friendster,Twitter,Flickr,Scribd,Slide,Net log,StumberUpon and Flixter was what i had such a long time did not update.The even worst thing that i not even update anything was Blog writer,Glue,My Space,Zune and YouTube.Not much time for that many of things.I'm not a genius that always have inspiration that inspire my own to create a lot of things out.And everything i update i have to scratch my head hardly to produce new things.

unbelievable

Last friday i'm having my art exams.While drawing suddenly my mechanical pencil break already.Real unbelievable because i do nothing on that pencil also can break.Luckily i have spare pencil.

stupid jokes from my friend

My friend is quite a talkative person.One day as usual he talk all the time in front of his elder sister.His sister feel that he is annoying her to continue to complete certain things.His sister shout at him "hey,silent please".My friend stop moving his mouth and this time he started to move is body like a machine.His sister feel freak with his movement and ask him what is he doing.My friend answered his sister "just now you ask me to stop talking and now vibrate".His sister have no idea about him.

should i celebrate?

I do have another blog in over blog.My rank was on 608th.I feel unbelievable because it's quite competitive between me and all around the world on writing.I wrote a debate there.It's a bit sensitive but i just challenge my writing skill only.I happy of this.I think i should keep on improve my writing skill and i hope one day my blog could be in top 20th because not to be greed.Hahahaha.If my blog reader interest on that blog send me mail and tell me about that.I'll reply and show your the address of my over blog.But this i dare not to tell my parent because i scare they would be scolding me of writing that sensitive article debate.

extreme mad

I'm extremely mad because of the exams question paper from Selangor Education Office and leak.A terrible this happen again.I hate exams question leakage.Last time went i'm having the PMR trial english exams,this happen too.Last time was the Katholik High School student tell my schoolmate all about the exams question i think include the marking scheme answer too because the sound from my english teacher on that year she said that she know there are most of my classmate know about the that.I know they know the leakage of quetion before the exams but when i know that time is going to sit for the exams for about 10 till 20 minutes of time.I did not join them because i like english this subject very much and i did not fail it since i'm in kindergarten but almost every time score an "A" for this subject.I'm confident to answer all english question.But i can't stop that exams,and that exams was being carry on until the minutes before teacher wants to give us back our result,she asked us to answer that novel question again.I feel i'm not suppose to do so because i does not know any of the leak question.In a sudden i'm like one of the victims.
And this year,happen again but instead of english exams paper it was additional mathematics exams question paper.I hate it much.It was unfair to the other who does not interest on the leak question.If teacher does not notice that it's fine because not needed to waste around the day we are in school to redo the question or teacher set another sets of question and ask us to do.It was waste of time,waste of energy.Why those people who leak question to the other school student which haven't sit for that paper want to do so.They are not helping the others.So what student score well in trial exams but score badly in the real exams.Does it shows the student who leak the question is good or the person who score well in trial good?Why most people couldn't avoid themselves from seduce?
I have no idea to manage this problems.I need advice.I mad of the things happen again.I wonder not going to attend the additional mathematics on this thursday and stay at home to do the very last preparation for my biology paper 2 and paper 3.I f now i saw the question paper i think i will tear it angrily and dump it into the dustbin.Useless leakage paper which bring a lot of not happy things which may happen soon.This leak question was my assistant monitor get.She was damn happy of getting the leak question.I think she is a stupid fellow.And there's at least 6 person has the photocopy of this question from my assistant monitor.What a dump and useless fellow.
Although there is one person from the other school which was my tuition mate which crush on me,this person want to leak the exams question to me but i had repel whatever this person want to do.I told him that i like challenges a lot.So don't tell me any of those question.This person who hope me leak the physics question to him to.But i disagree.I think i will only never accept him i do think the friendship between me and this person will not as friendly as before is not because this person crush on me but he wonder to do something bad.

what a risk

In this trial exams for art,i do not do fully preparation.I just did some drafting of the theme picture but did not coloured.When exams on last friday,i use up a bit more than the time that limited.Quite risky.Luckily that teacher is quite a bit good.Or not maybe she will be grab my pieces away.Haha.Thanks of the helpness of god.I think i will never do it again on my SPM because it was quite risky although it is quite easy to score 'A' in art exams paper.Cool.A good experience.

i have a quite pity friend

He told me that at first he was in study in science stream.But suddenly a guy i think if not mistaken is from others school he was arrange to enter same class with my friend.But my friend have to change into art stream.And don't know why his form teacher let him stay and study until the monthly test and see what his result.He score average only.And the teacher put him in art stream.He was a bad luck guy that i told him.And i ask why don't he ask his parent for argue to continue to stay in science stream.He just simply answered me that lazy to argue.It's okay,just go with what been arrange.Quite a pityful guy.All these he told me when he saw me doing revision during the time when teacher haven't enter the class.And he was bad luck also for this period when islamic fast.He say he couldn't get food in MacDonald's.People thought he was a malay.Actually he was not.He was a Chadian.Just because of dark skin ton.And i ask just show them your identity card.He say that he don't know where his mother keep in.I ask "you don't even have a photocopy set?"He say "no".Oh god.really pity him.He tell me that also when he was a small kid his skin ton was not that dark.Because of illness which he need to expose more under the sun so he became dark.And he say last time during primary time he can get food in fast food restaurant because of his chinese friend and that time he study in a chinese primary school.When he reach twelve,it was his independent time starts.Because he can show his identity card to the waiter who sell food.But unfortunately sometimes his mother keep his identity card for him.And sometimes he have to fast.He told also about he speak chinese in front of those people but not work because those people says that he could be a student who graduate his primary school in chinese.Unluckily his tuition student card also do not has his photo or not have provement.What a bad luck guy.Pity him.

it's okay what

Don't know why most people who drink double espresso before they say it's very bitter.When i drink that time i feel just okay and does not need to add any sugar in it.when i order that time the waitress tell me that double espresso is bitter that time just like something warned me.I'm will continue seeking for the bittiest double espresso because different place,different people will have different taste of double espresso.Maybe i should go to the place which only selling coffee.Because last week i drank the double espresso in Deliference.

cruel teddy

I remember last year during my additional mathematics class,teddy want to kill my handsome little mouse.Heart break because of seeing teddy exert all pressure from her body on my mouse tummy with her palm.Heart breaking,damn sad.I'm so anxious of my little friend mouse.His health problem.But luckily no injuries on him or not i want the teddy to pay my mouse medical fees.My mouse was my best friend in this world because he accompany my during study time so that i will not feel bored easily.During study time whenever i feel sleepy,i will play with him lay beside him to forget all tiredness.My mouse so handsome teddy also want to kill.Cruel teddy.Oh,i had forgotten that in reality teddy will never a kind animal.

saying sorry

Sometimes i would like to say sorry to my friend because i use their name to write my essay or story.Apologize me please.

exams

Actually it was just certain subjects only.Not all.Since last mid-term exams i'm extremely exciting on sitting for art exams only.And now i was extremely exciting on not only for art and even chinese exams,english exams,malay exams,biology exams,chemistry exams and also physics exams.Not even know why,just have that kind of excitement feelings on me.Haha.About mathematics i think i still need more practice to speed up because normally even though i set my time like sitting exams at home,i not even can finished up all question on time.There would be some question which haven't solved.Comes to additional mathematics.I couldn't memorize any formula except substitution.Every additional exams for me likely playing a puzzle.After read through the question only i can start to think which chapter was that and which formula to use through finding out the key words which i have to repeat reading the question.It waste a lot of time to solve any of the question although i do the exercises.It was fine than i don't know how to find the key words from the question.I'm quite nervous of sitting additional exams and i don't know why i always totally blank during additional mathematics exams.Hmmm.Have to find another better solution.

tired of running life

I'm really tired of running life.Whenever i wonder to rest and slow down my steps surely there is something behind me and never let me to rest.Tired life.It is okay of beat the sick devil down.I think i will beat them down somedays.But come to people crush on me,i have no idea and every time to time i always escape from them.This started from the day i'm in my secondary school life.All of them will never last long on their feelings.They will give up in a period because i did not accept any of them.But in this period i always want to escape from them because if can don't even want to see their face and even accept their greets.Tired of that particular period.I just need some love profession councellor to give me some advice to handle these kind of people.Because these people will never give me any chances to reject them and i never can find a right time.Normally this period take time for them to give up.The longest peroid was around 2 years and the shortest was 1 and a haft month.Tired!