it's impossible to happen

Wonder to listen fairy tales but no one will tell me anymore,even my parents.Whenever i ask for that surely they will say you so big already[they mean i had grow up],you can read why don't you read on your own whenever you want,your are educated,somemore you are not blind.So sad and feel heartbreak whenever they say so.Just once in a blue moon i need it,why don't they do it for me.Miss that moment so much.If i go and ask my friend they will not do so because i'm just nothing,i just a friend for them,is not a very close friend for them.And that is why i tell myself that it is impossible to happen.