black horse looks nicer

I like black horse than white horse.Because feel black horse is much handsome than white horse.Some freaky feels to fall in love to it.Sometimes the white horse make me feel it is dirt.At least the black horse don't show all those sign.Somemore it also comes out with a book "black beauty" although i haven't got the chance to get the book and read it.But i believe it would be a nice book.

30 hour famine

The annual 30 hour famine is back.Most of my friend had participant this programme.This morning after the daily meeting they come back to class and ask for classmate,teachers and even friends to donate some money for this charity.But they does not ask me to donate.Maybe because they know this year i had pay a lot of money on my medical fees they don't want me to donate.It's true,i poor.Not enough money to use already.But still enough for daily expanses.Just try to save more money so that life will go much better.Some of my classmate tell teacher not to do so because they want to cheat some money.Haha.Actually is not cheat money.Is real for charity.Whenever who pay them,them have to write a receipt to them.And there's not any reason they want to cheat the money.I do think they quite rich.Because i do think their daily handphone credit that they use is not a small amout too.Becaause for their social.Hahaha.

coward me

I'm always a coward on arranging or settle my own relation problems with friends and even family.Every time whenever when it happen i will try to escape those problems.At last i still have to face it.Because dislike been annoy with troublesome i always escape.I feel too tired of the relation problems.And because of that i always hide myself till i couldn't breath properly and even get hurt just because don't want my relationship between any of my friends and family do not goes worst.It's difficult but i never know how to settle all those problems.Oh god.Help me please.

it taste not bad what...

Blueberry and blackberry taste nice.My parent because of it soury dislike to eat it.But these fruits is rich in vitamins,antioxidant.It can anti ageing and keep your health healthy.These research had been done by scientists.But we should take in certain amount because to much will became a side effect for us.

miss sushi

After caught infection,i'm not allowed to eat all raw stuff.So bad,so sad.I like the salmon sushi so much.But i didn't eat it oftenly.Just around few months once.I like the salmon sushi with a lot of green ginger in between the rice and the salmon then before eat it dip a bit of Japanese soy sauce then eat it.Oh my god,taste damn nice.Miss it so much.And that day my friend which i know her online,she upload a lot of pictures which about sushi make my saliva coming out.Oh my god,miss sushi so much till cannot stand anymore.

a conversation with my friend online

Last holiday,i have a conversation with one of my friend online.She say she was glad that one of the tuition teacher fetch her to tuition,which i want to meant is pool car.She say that on the way that teacher chat with her and ask her whether do his teaching performance good or bad and follow by do she have a boyfriend.Although she didn't tell me how she answer that teacher but i know she was still available,any guy still can grab her heart.Hehe.After she tell me the quetion that whether she has a boyfriend or not from that teacher,i say at that moment she should tell that teacher that she is from Convent Bukit Nanas,no guy.Before i continue my sentence she interupt with "everybody also know Convent Bukit Nanas don't have guys".Then i continue with "Wait let me finish my sentence" then followed by "As a result,the probability of getting a boyfriend is extreamly low".She reply me "Wow,like that also can".I tell her "why not he was your additional mathematics teacher".After then i feel that the second her feelings was no comment and salute me.Haha.
Sure like that.If my school have a club which is debate,i think i will join but i think i will always argue in the opposite way.And everybody salute me.Hahaha.Just joking.I'm not that powerful.Hehe.

what again...

Please don't disturb me please to my tuition teacher.Why 1 day didn't disturb not feeling well is it.Please don't disturb me.

my mom ask why

This afternoon my mom ask me why our computer cannot chat directly face to face during online.This quetion i had explain many times already but yet she ask again.I had explain that i do not have a web cam with my computer.For that we need to buy and set up that equipment.And there's no point for me to have it.I do not need it so.I can chat online with my friend is already enough.Not needed to chat face to face with my friend.Some more not so nice to do so because i don't want my friends to know how my house look like and i'm not interest to know how my friends house look like.And i ask her back why she ask so for this time and i ask is that she wish to chat online with her sister or what.She just answer me "is not.I'm thinking when you go for your higher level study in outstation or oversea i still can look at your face online everyday".And i reply her when reach that time we get a GPRS handphone then okey already.No need to be that troublesome.

caught in rain

Such a long time i don't need to go to tuition by taking train.And because of that i left my umbrella home because i do not need it anymore because i will stay at the same place and my parent will fetch me there.And yesterday was the second times i caught in rain after operation because i forgot to bring my umbrella and i also forget that i need to change places for tuition.And the luckiest things was it was not a heavy downpour.

i'm quite a funny person

I'm quite a funny person.Like to give some advise to others on what should they wear to make them self looks nice but i dislike to care how i look.It was not because i know well on what to wear to make myself look nice but i like to try to make myself look ugly.Mostly people who don't have nice feature want's to makeover themself to look nice but except me.I don't even know why i would like to be look ugly but the only thing that i know is i just like to play a fool.I like to play a fool only on certain things but not all.When come to study i will serious on that because i want to score the best to let me pass through to higher education easily.

cats that i saw in my housing area

Normally i'm quite dislike cats around my housing area.Their every single moment make me hate them.But nowadays i saw a pair of cats.Whenever the female cats go the other male cat will follow all the way beside her.This make me impress.They are not together for only 1 days but quite a long time i saw them being together.I do think that the female cat feel the male cat annoy because i saw the female cat try to run away from the male cat but it does not succeed.They looks like couple.This was the first time i saw male cats beside female cat is not for sexual intercourse but take care of the female cat.

what teacher suit to wear

Mr. Bong (BO)
nice : plain blue
not nice : maroon

Mr. Douglas (DG)
nice : black with white or silvery verticle stripe,blue green T-shirt

Mr. Freddy (FD)
nice : orange or brown t-shirt,plain
not nice : plain light blue

Mr.Fong (FO)
nice : dark blue with verticle stripes,plain black grey shirt.
not nice : red,plain light blue,plain beach,plain pink.

Mr. Ghazali (GZ)
nice : plain pink
not nice : plain dark colour

Mr. Hashim (HS)
nice : plain grey black
not nice : plain pale green,plain beach

Miss Helen (HL)
nice : blue green blouse,purplish pink,white bare back
not nice : plain black

Mr. How (HW)
nice : plain purple,plain pink,plain yellow,black with red verticle stripes
not nice : dark blue with square design stripes

Mr. Lee (LK)
nice : blue green with square design stripes design,yellowish beach,pink and white in horizontal stripes,clothes which is stick to body in white or black and with some silvery design pitures in long sleeve(when wear it the sleeve got to make it up)
not nice : dark blue with square design stripes,plain pink,white with verticle stripes,plain black

Mr.Leong (LE)
nice : plain pink
not nice : dark colour

Mr. Murugan (MR)
nice : plain light blue,white with square design stripes
not nice : plain beach,black,maroon

Mr. Pakrash
nice : dark brown,jeans blue shirt
not nice : plain black

Mr. Poon (PN)
nice : red or white square design stripes
not nice : light or yellowish orange square design stripes

Mr. Tan (TN)
nice : dark brown or dark blue square design stripes
not nice : white with green or orange verticle stripes

Mr. Tan (TY)
nice : beach with some square shape design

Mr. Yoges (YG)
nice : light green with square design stripes
not nice : plain black,plain maroon

Mr. Zaidi (ZD)
nice : black with verticle stripes
not nice : red

Maybe later will add some more.Got to update from time to time.Hehehe.

totally no comment for that biology teacher

I have no comment about that biology teacher.Today he teach the contraceptive lesson.Although my exams will not come out with this lesson question but he say just for our knowledge.Because out this lesson,he brought a lot of condoms and also for the contraceptive pills.There are two kind of contraceptive pills.One of that is a woman have to take it daily to avoid pregnancy.The other one is like after sexual intercourse,if both the couple don't want to have a baby yet,the woman must take the pills immediately after the intercourse in the morning or not pregnant maybe occur.The thing that i really no comment for him was he can put that many of condoms in his pocket.He show us the cheapest condom in the marketing,"Durex" which is the famous condom used by all over the world which is with strawberry, orange and banana flavour,a condom with the lolipop packaging,a condom which will glow in the dark and also a condom which is with spermicides and with certain drugs will make the couple during intercourse will high up.The condom which will glow in the dark,at first he swing it above the lighted projector and say have to charged the condom for awhile then he left the condom on the projector and go out of the room and switch off the light and later then he switch off the projector as well.The condom really glows in dark.Oh my godness that i can say to that biology teacher.I have no comment to him already.At last he introduce a women condoms to us.He say that condoms have to put on for 15 minutes before the intercourse.

go for physiotheraphy

Going physiotheraphy again.The very first thing they will ask me to do is wax my leg.It is actually to let my leg blood circulatory goes better.I had use to the heat of the wax.But don't know why yesterday the wax was damm hot.After dip my leg into the wax for waxing my leg for seven times,the nurse will wrap my leg with a plastic bag and lastly with a towel and i have to wait for 15 minutes there.While the time i'm waiting for the 15 minutes passes, i continue my additional mathematics exercise there and do and also i do it while waiting for my turn for this theraphy.After 15 minutes,i take off the layer of wax like as usual i take off my socks last time after school.Hehe.
Start some physical exercise there for the theraphy.Actually i feel this theraphy is more like a therapist guide me for exercise and to train my muscles back without hurting myself and with speacial guide.
Yesterday i did the first exercise was cycling for 15 minutes again.The machine shown the distance i had cycle and the calories i had burn.Around 4.8 plus km i had cycle ang more than 35 calories i had burn.Haha.After than the therapist give me the other exrcises.I was exhausted at that moment after cycling and others exrcises.

that uncle had back to my aunt side

Don't know what had made that useless uncle back to my aunt side.I heard from my parents that their children dislike him much till wherever they want to go out,they won't go out with him.Haha.It's a heavy punishment from god to him.Not only that,the relationship of his and brothers and sisters is also goes bad.

it's impossible to happen

Wonder to listen fairy tales but no one will tell me anymore,even my parents.Whenever i ask for that surely they will say you so big already[they mean i had grow up],you can read why don't you read on your own whenever you want,your are educated,somemore you are not blind.So sad and feel heartbreak whenever they say so.Just once in a blue moon i need it,why don't they do it for me.Miss that moment so much.If i go and ask my friend they will not do so because i'm just nothing,i just a friend for them,is not a very close friend for them.And that is why i tell myself that it is impossible to happen.

no appetite

Since gastric attack me i have no more appetite to eat till cannot feel the full feelings.Such a long time cannot feel that type of good feelings.So mad.

actually not needed to tell

Sometimes my friend like to share about what they feel with certain teachers and also friend that i know them after they stay together for certain hours.Actually they did not tell me i had already know how is the person are.I can know them through feeling,through the way they speak,the eye contact they give out,the way they accept somrthings.That's the way i know how my friends and family treat me.And that is why i always get hurt from them just because i feel to much of feelings that i shouldn't know.I listen and see it through my heart.
Maybe most people will say that feelings is not accurate.What i can say is it was accurate if you really meet a friend with your sincere heart.

today no teacher disturb me

Last week because the biology tuition teacher had made an announcement that all of us today don't have to attend his class.He say that he would not in for today any lesson.So i'm free from his disturb.Hahaha.

no more bacteria with my stomach

This afternoon before going tuition,a call from doctor.He says that i'm free from Helicobacter Pylori.Happy to hear that result but why am i still suffer from gastric pain?So headache about this problem.Hate it!!!

such a long time only i publish out...

Such a long time only i publish out this blog.I'm a bit worry about my school mid year term exams because i do think that i did not perform well in this exams.I did not really fully prepared for my exams and my gastric pain attack me happily while i having my exams.It was not single test but all the time.This was the worst thing.

hope the test is good

This monday i had did a test on the Helicobactoe Pylori and see whether my stomach still got the bacteria or not.Hope the result is no more bacteria in my stomach.At first,i want to do it on last friday but it was not successful.Not successful does not mean no suitable element but is i didn't fast.From the laboratorists says that fast before take the test is better because is more accurate.And that is why i did my test on monday.

when can my gastric pain left me???

I hope my gastric pain will left me as fast as possible.I hope the Helicobacter Pylori had fully cure.And i hope the new course of medicines can cure my gastric pain soon.Because last friday i walk into my tuition teacher rest room and look for my english teacher and ask for the essay about ghost,which i want to read it to improve my essay writing.And that time, the new course medicines was in my hand.The english teacher took from my hand and have a look and say "oh,Ganelton".The other guy which sit beside him that i think he was one of the in charge person of the tuition centre took my medicine from my english teacher and have a look.He was shock and say "wow,your medicine is not light,50mg,normally is 5 till 10mg only."And then i have to explain that last time i caught in infection so the doctor give this medicine.After then,that guy continue with lecture me what food should i take and what food should i avoid.What i can say is thank him very much of repeating the knowledge that i had learn from that english teacher and the research that i did online.

miss some place that such a long time i didn't go

Church was the place that i miss to go so much.Nearly 8 years of time i didn't go to church.Miss there so much.Don't know do the church that i use to go have change their constrution or not.Do they did any renovation or not.Really want to know by this second.Hahaha.That's impossible.I'm not an angel or a god.
The step i step into the church i feel some kind of peaceful,happy and can let me to put away the burden,the problem that i facing for awhile.I could rest for awhile,i have a break,i could breath much easy at that moment.Not even that, i could feel all miracles is surrounding me,i got help from god.In church i could hear children laughing sound which sounds innocent happily.How sweet they sound with.With listen their sound i getting gradually happy and forget about the sadness that i had face. And that is why i like to go to church much.However the only thing that i dislike is if you are new for that church,although they will welcome you with a kind of warm and friendly heart,but the thing is i dislike too much people know me,dislike that kind of feelings of having speacial treat.Hahaha.
In comparison,in my opinion,i dislike to step into any temple,maybe because the bell they knock on,the voice of the continuous recite scriptures,i feel annoying and the burning jostics smell,irritate my nose till i feel ill.These only are my opinion.I'm not telling the bad things on being a buddha.If i hurt any of my blog reader,i just only could please you to forgive me.It's true that "one's favourite,other's poison" that i could describe in this situation.Because some other religion will feel that church are annoying too.