tonight i can write the saddest line

Why were you cheated me over and over again?
Why are you still not understand me?
Don't you notice my pretentation just because of you?

My heart once was break, was hurt badly,
Pretentation always occurs onto me,
Letting you to do any you like,
But do you think 'bout me before?
Do you cares about me before?
And do you know it before?

I put off hands,
You have fly to the other world,
You foung you happiness,
And I was still stood there.

I still believe you may come back somedays,
I had appologize all your fault,
Just wanting you to be back,
Back to me,
Never let me hurt again.
Don't left me again.

I was lonely all day when you're not beside me,
In my mind was all about you,
You always in my mind in every second, every single day,
I miss you so much.

I feel so lost at once when you are not here,
In had lost myself without you,
I had lost my way to continue my life.

You push me in to a deep dark hole's with thick forest,
And wanting me to stay in it forever,
I feel hopeless,
Helpless was perfectly form deep into my heart,
Will someone rescue me somedays?
Should I belive the one?

Tonight I can write the saddest line,
Just because of you,
I have grown not to fall in love to anyone easily,
Not to trust anyone easily.

Tonight i can write the sadddest line,
I will not forget every moment between us,
And I love you forever and ever.
You were the first love of mine.

Tonight I can write the saddest line,
The saddest line in this world to burried our love.
I could,I could.