Sunday, March 22, 2009

i'm back

Yeah!!!
Finished operation already.That day after operation i feel exteam pain till my tears come out.Then i sleep again.But that time i couldn't sleep properly because suddenly nurse wake me up to take antibiotics, then suddenly nurse wake me up to take body temperature and my heart beat,blood pressure.Damm.Disturbing only.
The next morning after wake by the doctors then he tell me got to go for x-ray then can go back home already loh.
After back from hospital,i go tuition as normal.A lot of my tuition teacher feel very shock of that and ask me what's wrong with me and also what's happen to you.
Saddly i got to walk with my cruthes for about 1 month.

Monday, March 16, 2009

funny demostration

I got some time and i saw the physic tuition teacher free.He tell me that the additional mathematics teacher scolding the private school student but don't know for what reason.Then i go to the teacher room and chat with him.He give me a question and ask me for the solution with the formula.Because i'm not good in using formula to calculate then i use the mathematics way to calculate at last i help him in subtitude it into the formula.We did it.hahaha.
Later then he show me the demostration about the lesson he going to teach.He did it successfully.
After that,he recomend me a book which is in mind map form and i tell him i have already.And i tell some funny experiment that is not a success experiment that conduct by my school teacher.Not even few minutes the biology tuition teacher had end up his lesson and go into the teacher room to put down his material.While that time i'm still continue chat with the physic teacher and the biology teacher staring at me but i didn't bother about him and he left.Few second later i also left the room.
I saw my friend quest the additional mathematics teacher for certain question.Finish lecture that teacher want to go back home.And i ask teacher "teacher you don't want to wash your hand ah?"He reply me thank of reminding him happily.
I go in for my physic class a bit late luckily that teacher haven't start his lesson yet.After that, start his lesson and do the demostration again but this time it was not success but he make it funny with some action.hahaha

going to go for operation

I'm still wondering how would i look like with crutches???

Sunday, March 1, 2009

robot

I do think about if being a robot maybe it will be better than being a human because it won't feel sick even though it may spoil it still can fixed back and it can work again.But one's human got sick,human have to take medcine to cure or to control it.And sometimes,human need to take medcine to cure or to control their sick with their entire life.
In addition,being a robot they won't feel upset because in their life they don't have a stupid feeling called "love".They don't have much worries to worried.Although being control,they won't feel depress ,sad, pressure,hopeless and hurt.But all these feelings do happen on human.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

give up

I want to cancel taking my gastric pain medication and cancel my leg operation.I don't want to care about my illness anymore.Just leave it.Let it goes like that depends on god.

heartbreak,suffer

My mom and teacher had break my heart.It was a terrible pain.I suffer it and what i could say is it was a grade 10 pain.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

food

Because of sick i ,certain food i have to stop taking it.Miss all that foodstuff.I must heal faster so that i can enjoying eating.

my uncle left my aunt

My uncle left my aunt and go with the other China women.This uncle is useless.He break his own family which he built up with his wife.I hope this aunt prefer to divorce if that uncle back to her side.So that no awkward appear between them.

i have back to school

I have back to school.Quite lot homework to do.I ask for permission to hand in the homework late.Certain teacher are dicussing the exams papper.I just listen.Now i found that there was a classmate sit beside my sits.

he,he,he

Last week one whole week i didn't go to school because i allergic to the medicine which to cure Helicobater Pylori.Rashes coming out and my skin condition goes dry.My classroom is quite warm.I dare not to go school because i don't want to suffer from scratching,gastric pain and also the pain from my legs and some more got to face exams , no mood to take exams.Rest at home in the morning and go tuition in the afternoon.The period i took the medicine to cure Helicobater Pylori i looks ugly and old.

not realize

Under not realize my uncle had already past away for 1 week time ago.He is good and kind.Although sometimes he quarrel with his wife but i think is just for closing to each other.He died just in a sudden under no one realize.I heard from relatives they said that after work he and his colleague chat and some jokes go on.His colleague thinking of why no more sound from him and then only realize that he is death.But at that time he still have some body temperature when sent to hospital,his corpse is totally cold.They find that he's death under heart attack.When send back to his house his wife cry badly

hard for me to catch up

My operation will falls on the school holiday wednesday on march.My tuition class was double up the class on that day for the replacement of the no electricity supply.It would be 2 lesson that i will miss,i scare that it will be hard for me to catch up.Hopefully teacher can find some time and teach me earlier.

yeh!no more physical exercise for me

Yes!Now i have more time to do my study,i do not need to join the physical exercise anymore because my legs come out with the stupid problem.I got letter for not to join that class.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

my both legs problem

My both legs problem is quite serious.I have to go opperate later on.

some teacher thought i am a happy person

Actually, i'm not really happy anymore since the illness stick to me so much , some more it is chronic.Hate it.Sometimes feel like die is much better.At least no anxious,no more pain is feel,no more tired heart.But god say that whoever commited suicide will never enter heaven.So got to live in this world nomatter how many burden there are.Sometimes i really want to closed myself into a dark room which no one will go into and look into.
Actually i'm not a happy person.Seems like full of sorrow things happens on me.
I just put on my smiling face because there's one book with title "nomatter how bitter is the life goes,keep smiling".